This afternoon, while I was waiting for our turn to present in my English 4 subject, my instructor called my attention and gave me a call slip. I was surprised. I was thinking of what I did wrong, or anything that could possibly reprimand me. The call slip said that I should come see my department head after my class. I did not read the entire thing, I just focused on the go-see-your-department-head part. So after my class, I went to her office. She said that my call slip was still for Thursday. Haha! Anyway. She told me that I’m going to be a part of the PAPJA - Psychological Association of the Philippines Junior Affiliates. It is a yearly convention that is held in Manila, where all schools offering Psychology are invited to join. I have been wanting to go since I was third year, but unfortunately, only one batchmate was invited. So imagine my surprise when I found out that I am going to be a part of it!!!! I will be joining the quiz bee, along with three other batchmates of mine. I am beyond happy!!!! Something that I have been looking forward to for so long already. However, a part of me still feels sad. I want my friends to go with me, so I asked my department head if there will be other fourth year students that will be coming. Sadly, she said no. I know how my friends are already looking forward to this… so I’m hoping her decision will change. But aaaaaaah I’m so happy!!!!!! So happy that I decided to write a post about this instead of preparing for tomorrow’s visit in Bangar. Lol

Talking about the future got us like… πŸ™ŠπŸ™‰πŸ™ˆ


I found out where the Thinking Out Loud video was shotΒ 
Start booking your weddings kids,Β It’s the Millennium Biltmore hotel in LA



Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

"Don’t take more than what you can eat," said one of my coordinators. She warned us. And yet, I did the exact opposite of that. I took more than what I can actually do. Practicum takes up so much of my time. Just by looking at my deadlines, I feel like I’m going crazy already. But still, the ever eager part of me didn’t feel contented at all. I decided to apply for the Peer Facilitation Program and the Slu-cee proctor. And I regret doing that now. There’s so much to do. I have proctor tomorrow, and for two more Saturdays. I have reports due almost every other day for the upcoming week, and I have to give a talk to SEA, SOH, and SCIS freshies on the 20th. Β I feel like crying already. I talked to my coordinator about it, and she told me that I can do it. That the anxiety that I’m feeling will motivate me. "Kaya mo yan Candice, ikaw pa." Those were her words. While I really feel flattered and uplifted with that, I really am doubting it. I really don’t think I can do it. Just this afternoon, I got my counseling report (which I kind of rushed since I had to do a lot of things that week) and my score was low. Very low. I felt it coming, actually. And I told myself that if my score in that report will be very low, I will back out of the PF Program. And that’s what happened. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like my performance in practicum is being affected because of the things that I applied for. Just because I wanted to be active during my senior year. Just because I want to graduate with honors. I hate myself for what I did. I can’t back out now :( I guess I’ll just have to deal with it… Even if I know I can’t. I’m losing it. I’m losing my sanity.

The only thing that’s holding me right now is what my coordinator told me through my journal. She said that she appreciates all my effort. And that she believes that you reap what you sow, and so she can’t wait to see what I will reap. Thank you, Ma’am Ash. For believing in me, Even if I’m starting to not believe in myself anymore. And I hope that my future self will thank me for the things I’m doing right now. I really do hope.Β 

Song of the day. The fact that Ed co-wrote this makes it even more beautiful.

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Tine’s surprise birthday partyπŸ’—πŸŽ‰πŸŽˆπŸŽ‚


I think this will be my group’s condition for tomorrow. Lol. We’re going to have our first visit for our LHS Counterpart, and it will be in Bangar, La Union. Yes, the second to the last town before Ilocos. Mygosh. At first I was excited, but then when I found out about the travel time… Grabe. 2 1/2 to 3 hours travel time.. Which is why our call time for tomorrow will be at 6:30 in the morning. Grabe talaga!!! And I’m also worried because I tend to become dizzy whenever I travel -.- hopefully nothing embarrassing will happen to me tomorrow. Lord, please guide me with my facilitation. I hope the class will be active, and not too many. Please let me have a successful faci and counseling tomorrow!! For the future. :)

"i’ll let you all see that i’m getting better."

20 years. <3 So much love for these people.

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I guess I’m part of the 20%.

An impulsive tea party kind of afternoon 🍡

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